Day 10-365

It’s already year 2021 can y’all please just follow the government instructions so we can knock this corona virus/corona virus virant out and be done. I feel like a kindergarten that keeps losing more recess time because one or two kids can’t follow directions.

Day 7-365

It took me a very long time to discover myself, in a way that I can express myself, my thoughts and vision. Is there anyone reading this? Can I really reach you with my words? Do I make difference? That remain a question, but I like to try. Along the way I found outs works and what doesn’t work for me. I know my low points, my weaknesses and I know better than anyone how I work. It sound cliche for saying treating another as you would like to be treated yourself is the key. Unfortunately. I cannot control how someone else thinks, how they treat me, and in what situation that has brought me. A lot has happened so that I have lost hope often enough, confidence has been damaged.

Day 6-365

I think the worst thing you can do to someone emotionally is just stop speaking to them without an explanation. Like do you have any idea what that does to their fucking self esteem? they will sit for hours at a time and just think of every single bad thing about themselves and wonder if that’s why but still not know. It fucking tears them apart, makes them notice every little flaw about them, makes them hate themselves but even more crushes any bit of trust they had in their body. Like IDGAF if you don’t wanna speak to me anymore but tell me fucking why don’t leave me in the fucking dark about it.

Day 4-365

Dearest self: I know this past few months seems very hard task for us. We invest efforts that wasted only at the end, we let our tears dry in our cheeks, we believe the untrusted people,we hope to survive ,it will take time but we can make it, we try to feel alright. Self I appreciate your willingness to become better. No one sees your greatness, but I see your progress. We can make this together! 🙂

Day 3-365

Do you  experienced being ashamed? or
do you even know where you should belong?                                   
We live in a world where if you say the wrong answer in class, you get laughed at. Where if your grades aren’t as good as others, you’re stupid. Where people say “you need to eat more” or “you need to lose weight”. We live in a world where people don’t know the things that others going through. Where if you don’t know what you wanna do with your life, you won’t have one. Where if you made out with 3 guys you’re a whore, but if haven’t kissed any you’re a prude. Where if you aren’t part of the “in crowd”, you’re a loser. We live in a world where we are all expect to live up to other people expectations. Where one word can make someone end their life. Where we constantly judge people. We live in a world ,where being yourself, isn’t accepted.

Day 2-365

Today I was thinking, and I realized that I’ve already said too much. I already shared too much, and I want all my secrets back. I hate getting close to people these days, I always regret sharing too much, caring too much, doing too much and feeling too much. Now I don’t have anything, too much emptiness is only what I felt.

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